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A letter to Rudolph.

Pull down your fear, little angel–brown eyes–

run with me in fields of dreams,

green meadows, Queen Ann’s lace

or, in the frosty time,

melt snowflakes on the tip of your tongue;

Whistle in the wind– Mt.Dew on your breath

and I froze in your essence.

I will always care for you,

even when time may carry me

into the arms of another being,

my heart will heal you from afar

even in the dimness of growing apart.

Memories still live in my shy, little heart.

You were right, you and I,

we understand each other,

you and I, friends who know

what it means to live and to love

and to heal.Rough hands enclosing such pain,

which taught me to feel deeper,

challenge the world,

and fight for myself.

Though my heart beats faster

in the presence of another,

for you have dissolved–disappeared

and ,absent from my life in form,

I must learn to move on.

If you need my hand, my heart, or my smile;

say my name and I will be

but forgive me for weeping for what was not

and for continuing with what could be.

Forgive me,

gentle one, for not being

enough to call you mine.

Remember me, dearest,

as I remember you:

Freedom!Bravery!Lone rose in the garden!

Farwell, my flower!

Au revoir.

 

I wrote this poem because sometimes you have to say goodbye and you have to let go but you still care just as much as always and will always be there for that person.

” Me and the pen, we are one. If its ink would cease to flow, my ink would cease to flow.”

 

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Author:

I am a young and enthusiastic writer, fresh out of highschool and into college at IUSB. I babysit and work and live life to it's fullest. I write. I read. I do yoga. And plan to become. Yoga intructers as well. I grew up on a farm and can't,t wait to move back to the country in my tiny house I have already planned out. Sometimes I'm a little melodramatic but rarely. I'm a spiritual healer, a hopeless romantic, a book worm, and very nostalgic. Thanks for stopping by.

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