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I let you (3.20.17 ) ( with audio)!

 I let you

I fear you,

repetition of repetition,

dazed and glazed.

you,

darkness upon darkness,

destroyed me with your lust

for love

is an acidic cloud of doubt.

I fell into you,

thorned briars upon briars,

tumbleweed

that whispered in the desert dim.

I embrace rank romance,

forbidden love, festering

words rotting upon the decay of flesh

upon flesh

knows not the radiance of forever.

I let you destroy

everything I stood for

I needed to feel adored,

wanted;

There is no value in vulgar validation.

I wanted the moonlight

and the warmth of the sun

but drunk on the moon shine

and scorched by the sun rays,

I fell through time,

a slow unwinding

of sinew and bone.

I let you in

but you were never there

so I let myself out

and I, still waiting,

waiting to go home.

-Eva M.M.

” Me and the pen, we are one. If its ink would cease to flow, my ink would cease to flow.”

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I am a young and enthusiastic writer, fresh out of highschool and into college at IUSB. I babysit and work and live life to it's fullest. I write. I read. I do yoga. And plan to become. Yoga intructers as well. I grew up on a farm and can't,t wait to move back to the country in my tiny house I have already planned out. Sometimes I'm a little melodramatic but rarely. I'm a spiritual healer, a hopeless romantic, a book worm, and very nostalgic. Thanks for stopping by.

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