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    Looking back on 2015 I realize that I learned a lot, wrote a lot, lived a lot, and, probably most importantly, have grown a lot as a person. There are definitely many people to thank for this and many experiences I have to give credit for this but I think to hone in on something very dear to me is where you will find a lot of my credit being dealt. If I had not read so many wonderful books this year I do not think I would be where I am today, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. The picking up and processing of so many beautiful books has taught me many things this past year and brought me closer to my dream of having my own books one day published. I have found myself brought to tears or both sadness and joy through books this year. I have also been inspired so many times by the stories of endurance and the message of fighting against all odds, to be yourself. I have found romance between the pages of books and I have found heartache between them as well. I have found myself wound up in the wisdom of men who lived ages ago yet were still able to say what I never could. I have found myself shocked by the truth of our world and angry at the facts of what our world once was. I have been swept away by the tales of long ago and encapsulated by the stories of today. I have been transfixed and fascinated by the rawness of humanity and enraged by the wickedness of it as well. I have found myself ink-bound to man after man, tragically falling in love with writers who have been dead for years, lost to the spell of death…yet forever alive in the blaze of their beautiful words. I have struggled to comprehend the irony of life while ironically writing about it myself. I have lived in places and spaces merely though the words of weary-eyes poets. I have cringed at my own ignorance and laughed at my on foolishness by realizing how stupid I am in light of the vast abyss of knowledge there is floating in out world. I have found myself basking in the rays of different perspectives on the same human thought. I have been awe-struck by the pure reality and simplicity of the perfect string of words. I have found myself confused, bamboozled and puzzled by the oddity of someone’s thoughts connecting so intimately with mine throughout the gap of history, mesmerized by our ink-bond despite the eroding of time. And all of this connects like a beautiful mosaic, with who I am and creates this mural ,this perfectly flawed mural of my identity. Now that 2015 is coming to an end, I can step back and admire that mural of who I have become thanks to all that I have absorbed though the turning of pages. Now I can empty my own thoughts out and create for others as others have always created for me. I can create a safe haven, a secret place that no one else can penetrate, where even in times of distress and moments of utter hopelessness, I can find hope if I need it and dream away the fears of a reality that has never felt very real to me. I owe this progress that I have made as a person and this accumulation of knowledge to many people and I could never even begin to make a list but I want ot thank everyone in my life: I want to thank my friends, family, readers, strangers and enemies. I want to thank everyone ever: If your a person, thank you for making me a better person. Mostly though I want to thank all of those authors who wrote and helped me understand things and live things that I was to blind not to before. I have listed all of the books off of the top of my head and that I could remember readings this year. If, however, something is not listed below and I read it this year I still want it to be known that I am equally grateful for encountering that material, namely all of the articles, blog posts, magazine entries, letters and emails I devoured this past year.
- Pride and Prejudice By: Jane Austen
- Aeschylus ll Edited by David Grene and Richard Lattimore
- Avalon Web of Magic: All that Glitters By: Rachel Roberts
- Sophocles l Edited by David Grene and Richard Lattimore
- Avalon Web of Magic: Circles in the stream By: Rachel Roberts
- Club Fed: A true story of life, lies and crime in the Federal Witness Protection Program By: George E. Taylor Jr. & Clifford L. Linedecker
- Animal Farm By: George Orwell
- Listen to the Squawking Chicken By: Elaine Lui
- A series of Unfortunate Events: The Penultimate Peril By: Lemony Snicket
- A room with a view By: E.M. Forster
- Off Season By: Anne Rivers Siddons
- Men on Strike: Why men are boycotting marriage, fatherhood, and the American dream- And why it matters By: Helen Smith P.H.D
- A swiftly tilting planet By: Madeleine L’Engle
- Delicious By: Lori Foster, Lucy Monroe and Sarah Title
- Gangster By: Lorenzo Carcaterra
- The Iliad By: Homer Translated By:Richard Lattimore
- The Odyssey By: Homer Translated By:Robert Fitzgerald
- The Valley of Amazement By: Amy Tan
- The Witch’ s Daughter By: Paula Brackston
- The Last Juror By:John Grisham
- The Chemistry of Calm By: Henry Emmons M.D
- Pilgrim at Tinker Creek By: Annie Dillard
- Life’s Missing Instruction Manuel: The Guidebook you should have been given at birth By:Joe Vitale
- The Guinea Pig Diaries: My life as an experiment By: A.J. Jacobs
- The chocolate money By: Ashley Prentice Norton
- The Hundred foot journey By: Richard C. Morais
- From the mixed up files of Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler By:e.l. konisgburg
- Queen Margot By: Alexander Dumas
- A ring of Endless Light By: Madeleine L’Engle
- Cold Mountain By: Charles Frazier
- The Wayward Bus By: John Steinbeck
- A series of Unfortunate Events: The Slippery Slope By: Lemony Snicket
- The Love of my Youth By: Mary Gordon
- Crime and Punishment By: Fyodor Dostoevsky
- The road By: Cormac McCarthy
- Go set a Watchman By: Harper Lee
- And then there were none By: Agatha Christie
- The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Society By: Mary Ann Shaffer
- Gilead By: Marilynne Robinson
- A series of Unfortunate Events: The End By: Lemony Snicket
- The Key Trilogy By: Nora Roberts
Key of Light
Key of Valor
Key of Knowledge
- Uh-Oh: Some Observations from both sides of the Refrigerator door By: Robert Fulghum
- Pharrell: Places and Spaces I’ve Been By: Pharrell Williams
- The Fragile World By: Paula Treick DeBoard
- Canoeing with the Cree By: Eric Sevareid
- The Missing Ink By: Philip Heniher
- The Vow: The true events that inspired the movie By: Kim and Krickitt Carpenter
- Gifts Differing: Understanding Personality Type By:Isabel Briggs Myers with Peter B.Myers
- Cage of Stars By: Jacquelyn Mitchard
- Martin Dressler : The tale of an American Dreamer By:Steven Millhauser
- The Mist By: Stephen King
- Massive By: Juila Bell
- God and Sex: What the Bible really says By: Micheal Coogan
- Death on the Nile By:Agatha Christie
Thank you( Let me know what books you read this year and/or your thoughts on this post)
-Wishing you the brightest of days,Eva
” Me and the pen we are one. If its ink would cease to flow my ink would cease to flow.”